Saturday, October 21, 2006
The EOYs've been over for a couple of days already, and you know what?
I don't feel anything.
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I want to go back. Even if it's only for a week. I'll retake the stupid exams for all I care (I want to retake my bio anyway)- I miss the breaks in between papers, the last-minute mugging sessions, the helping each other out and ending up arguing over answers, the stress, the cheering, the discussions of answers after the papers, the
unanimous sighing after we read the first lit exam question (now how cool is that).
Studying gave me something to occupy myself with. Don't think there was time to think about other things. Now that studying part is replaced with emptiness, and unwanted thoughts to fill it all up. When I try to block them out, there's nothing there again, just emptiness.
And I don't know what to do with that.
