Friday, November 25, 2005
woke up at 6.30 for rj training, but went there and the field was empty. i thought softballers were at the stad steps sitting around but they turned out to be trackers. no choice so went looking for coach but coach found us. cos i was walking round the bend when i met into him. scared the shit out of me lol.
then we went ri cos apparently all the sec4s and j1s were there. i mean, only four ppl training at rj abit weird right.
kindof screwed up at ri today, actually no, VERY screwed up. but the pitching was this bit - better after that overthrow person came to help. considering my pitching's countless times worse than his, he's damn patient la. but according to coach "[his] guys couldn't stand [our pitching] so they went up to help [us]". hearing this just makes me wanna kill myself.
coach was extremely disappointed in us. super upsetting, now i feel damn guilty. yeah we slack too much alr. this can't continue. comparing ourselves to the jc ppl just makes us feel VERY inferior. wth. they = hyperactive expericenced bunch, we = slacking noobs. a div '06 is a golden div.
sorry guys, but the pitchers aren't ready for 2006 games yet.
i think as time passes i'm getting more and more boh chup. can tell from my blogging right. i dunno why i just can't be bothered to type properly now, like how i used to in pri school. i know even my writing's getting worse. i WILL read more in the next few weeks, and try to salvage anything else (MATH, etc.) before sch starts (horror of all horrors). so not looking forward to the say when sch reopens. wth. anyway there's REALLY nothing to do at home since reading can't take up 12 hours. or practising math and revising hw. (i know i sound crazy; which idiot mugs during the hols?) but guess what? eileen's gonna go back next year a diff person with a diff attitude towards work. me = slacker, GO AND DIE.
or maybe should just go stad gym everyday lol.
have to train properly.
